*SIGHS*
It’s TGIF and it is 7pm on a Friday and at this very moment, i am actually still in office finishing up some work that has piled up over my existence from work over the past few days..Been clearing the tons of emails and load that i have to settle before tomorrow sets in..
And its a Friday so how come i am not out? Hmm..i wonder why also..Right now my dear B is so busy with his MLM thing that i have become non-existent in his life?! Was so pissed with him last week when i fell sick and dunch even feel any care and concern from him..Well, he sorta realized it and did apologize to me later of the week..But now, am feelin so much that agains..
Nowadays, he dunch even msg me in the day even when i was in Beijing! It was always me takin the initiative to msg him first and dunch hear much from him at all..Well, he came to pick me up yday when i came back from beijing even though it was like a 6am flight and he dinch even catch any wink..I do appreciate that..but before i came back, he did tell me that he would spend the whole of Thursday with me but guess wat? he went for his MLM thing at night..sighs..no matter what happened, we would always go out for dinner on Fridays but now bcos he is so busy with his MLM thing, that Friday is no longer a day for us..:( I dont mind coz he would meet me much later at my house after his thingy but today is no longer the case…i jus feel so ignored by him and neglected..:( And tomorrow? well, he is not meeting me coz he has an appointment in the day and can only meet me much later? Aint complaining so much since i have a work stuff to do in the day but am jus unhappy that me being neglected…
We no longer do the activities like going to Sentosa, dinner or watch movies anymore jus bcos he is so busy with his MLM thing..it is a good thing that he is looking far to earn more $$..but the con part is no time for me…Kinda affecting my mood for the day….:((
* SIGHS *
