It’s Confirmed..Boring..
Sighs..Just received news from my B that his Taiwan posting is more or less confirmed..*sighs*..That means that he will be leaving for Taiwan in mid-Dec and would be back only probably a year or plus later? That is so boring lor…:( Kinda attached to him now..and he has to leave..:( Well, when he was going to leave before when we first got started, i was worried that things would not work out for us..but now that he is leaving after we are attached for a year, its like we are so attached to each other that the feeling of being apart jus sucks..Kinda have to get used to not havin him around..which probably would be tuff initially i guess..:( *sighs*
Thinking of it now just sucks real big time! .The feelin of trust etc still sucks..Not too sure whether he would be doing something nasty bhind my back without me knowing since he is so far away! Trust..this is something which is important yet difficult…-_-..Well, situation is more or less confirmed now and i cant do anything at all..so basically i have to accept things as they are..
But seriously, how i wish i can drive now lor..my new job is like in Tuas and it would really help if i have a car to ferry me to work..hee hee..:P But then, i still do not have my license so that sucks..:( and just received news that he would be lending his car to his fren to drive..so basically that goes my guarantor..*sighs*
*Sighs* Really dont know what to do..have to accept the fact and reality i guess..
B.O.R.I.N.G
