My baby is in Taiwan!
TToday is the 16th Dec and my baby should have landed in Taiwan already..*sighs* he has left for his 2 years stint in Taizhong..:( Hmm..though i very much do not want him to go, i know he has to coz of some of the commitments that he has..so dinch beg him to stay badly..
Well, a lot has happened over the past weeks and kinda straining on our r/s..but now things are just looking fines..:) Dunch really know how to deal with things now but am just gonna deal with them when the time comes..Right now, both of us are just taking a step at a time to see how things work out for both of us..many of my frens said that 2 years is a long time and you never know what will happen..and my baby said the same thing..But i feel that if you really put the effort to make things work, things will work out..i have many frens who are or have already gone through long distance and they are all doing fines..:)
No doubt i will miss having him around physically with me but hey i am a modern woman and i can deal with that..Am independent to conquer all that! 
I do trust my baby that he wont do anything funny over there..After a year together, i dont think he will do anything funny..and even if he does, it will be him being wrong to me and not me wrong to him..heh..Do really hope things will work out for both of us..i love him too much to let him go..although many things cant be changed, am willing to undertake all those with him..so let’s just leave everything to these 2 years to see how things turn out to be..
Right now, am just looking forward to next June where i will fly to Taiwan to find him and spend a week with him before we fly back together..well, thats our plan for now! So am looking forward to seeing him again! And right after, probably i will fly over to find him every 2 or 3 months..depending on his schedule..cant do that now coz still under probabtion..:( So have to wait till after my probation then i can do that..6 mths later when he can fly back will be just right..coz my probabtion will be over then..:)
God..am missing him already right now…:( Baby i miss you so much!!!!
