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OMG! I cant believe it..seriously do i really look that young huh? Hmm..today is my 2nd time that i genna asked if i am an industrial attachment student in the company! *faints* Somemore not once, its like twice by 2 different personnel in the office! OMG!

Was editing some PDF documents for my company’s website, which is done by yours truly..with assistance from my boss and my colleagues..:) So the IT dept installed some writer on my computer in order to allow me to edit teh documents. So the IT manager came today and wanted to remove that version of the write from my comp since it was a much way-dated version as compared to what everyone is using now..so he was like removing the program from my computer when he started chatting to me while i was hugging onto my Winnie the Pooh’s head cushion..

Him: Hows the website coming along?
Me: Well, almost done lor..now doing finishing touches and by end of the week, we shld be able to launch the site..
Him: (Him looking puzzled and not too sure if he should ask) Hmm..so what do you study in school?
Me: Huh? Aiyoh, me not IA (Industrial attachment) student hor! Nor am i a temp!
Him: (Shocked and laughs nervously) you are not? So u r from where?
Me: I graduate from business and knowing nothing abt website so just embark on the website lor..
Him: Oh..so now you know something abt IT lah?
Me: Yah..
Him: So after the website, what are you going to do next?
Me: Hmm..other marketing stuff lah..brochures, intranet and we got events coming up lor..aiyoh me not temp hor..
Him: (Laughs) i thought you are a temp hired to do the website..

Gosh! I almost fainted lor..just then my colleague came by and i complained..then he said “Aiyoh the way you hug your cushion now, how not to think you are not an IA student or temp!” Then he laughs hysterically and walked away!

Goodnesss! i cant believe it lor..do i really loook like an IA student meh? sians..and never mind, then i complained to my manager..he went for his usual afternoon break and then he came back and tell me “You know something? Second time, someone thot you are an IA student..” I am like huh? Who? He is like “the canteen uncle lor..” Gosh! i almost fainted and i cant believe it lor..even the canteen uncle thought that i am an IA student! *faints* so hes like aiyah you must be happy lor..ppl say you look young leh..

Seriously dont know if i shld be happy or not..not the 2nd time lor..ever since the first day i joined, everyone thought i was an IA student or temp lor..ahah..i thought that went away but dinch expect it was in others’ minds but not my own dept though..ahaha..:P

Looking young is good..esp for ladies..but not really at work since you lose your credibility! Sighs..not too sure what to do though..probably i will stop complaining when i reach 30 and really look like 30! Imagine i would to be married and have kids! and looking like IA student! Imagine the shock look on peep’s face when i tell them that! ahaha..;P Thats hysterical!

And probably due to my “young, kiddish and poly” like face, always attracted the younger boys to talk to me in clubs…while my dear gfs and bfs just took by the side, watching…XO

Memories, are they good or bad to oneself? This is the thought that i had for the whole of today..Hmm..not saying that i am pretty free at work..but rather was super duper busy! hee hee..was rushing to finish up the website for my manager’s presentation to the mgmt team tomorrow..so was finishing up the details etc..making sure everything was okay for him..:)

Hmm..not too sure why but just kept thinking abt him..ahaha..seriously no idea why..probably coz i had a major crush on him way back then and seeing him again just brings back the memories and feelings..-_- Msged him yday, trying to find out how he was and found out he already has a gf..:) Hmm..kinda expected it really so that didnt quite came as a shock to me..i myself am going thru some shit right now so not in a very good position to think of anything also..ahaha..:P Once again, things are as per status quo way back then..hee hee

But thoughts of him just kept coming up to my mind..dont ask me why coz i just cant answer myself! ahaha..:P Probably coz the crush on him was major huge back then so now seeing him again just brings back all the memories..*sighs* Not very healthy i think..ahaha..;P Oh well, i think i will get past this..as per usual..just need some time i think..Not too sure why i had this major crush on him back then since we dont really know each other that well..but i guess its just the first impression and feelings that just came about then..

So are memories good or bad? Seriously i dont know..ahaha..;P Good in the sense that it just brings back nice feelings..Bad in the sense that these feelings are not so nice to bring back, particularly when you used to like a person…heheh..:X And also not very nice to be thinking of the same person…-_-

Last nite was the nite when i bumped into H.I.M..well, decided to go out for some partying with my colleague and a fren..and happened that i saw him..

Him being somebody who i met 2 years ago through a fren’s organized partying visit and sorta lost contact with after some time…and there i go, meeting him again..Seriously i dont quite recognize him and he was actually standing next to me near the bar counter..Didnt even know that it was him until he acknowledged me..and i was like “who are you”..and he’s like “I’m D..” I was surprised and shocked to have see him again and particularly 2 years later! hee hee..well, he looks really different now with his hair all long since the last time i saw him, he was in army..and i cant recognize him at all..that explains why i didnt acknowledge him even though he was standing next to me for a long while..;P

So we ended up hanging out the whole nite..and my frens just left the place without me! ahah..when i turned around, there they went and i couldnt find them..we hung out the whole nite with him looking after me as i had a bit much to drink..He sent me home in the morning after we decide to stick around after the club closes..

Hmm..seeing him just brings back memories..hee hee..it was nice seeing him again, particularly after 2 years! Gosh..dint contact him for these 2 years, merely because he was attached then..so not very nice of me to contact him and also was havin some problems of my own..moreover i lost my mobile phone so there goes his number..So during this time, we just kept in touch thru Multiply..I do know he reads my blog and sees my pictures and i myself do go to his site to take a look just to see how he has been..:)

I did posed him this question, “so do i get to see you again?” and he said, “Well, that depends..probably 2 years later?” lolx..

Hey D, if you are reading this..It was nice meeting you again and it did brings back memories to me! ahah..:P And thanks so much for looking after me last nite and it was nice just hanging out with yer after the club closes..:) Hope that we do not have to wait another 2 years to see each other again! And i do want to hang out with you again.