Memories..are they good or bad to oneself?
Memories, are they good or bad to oneself? This is the thought that i had for the whole of today..Hmm..not saying that i am pretty free at work..but rather was super duper busy! hee hee..was rushing to finish up the website for my manager’s presentation to the mgmt team tomorrow..so was finishing up the details etc..making sure everything was okay for him..:)
Hmm..not too sure why but just kept thinking abt him..ahaha..seriously no idea why..probably coz i had a major crush on him way back then and seeing him again just brings back the memories and feelings..-_- Msged him yday, trying to find out how he was and found out he already has a gf..:) Hmm..kinda expected it really so that didnt quite came as a shock to me..i myself am going thru some shit right now so not in a very good position to think of anything also..ahaha..:P Once again, things are as per status quo way back then..hee hee
But thoughts of him just kept coming up to my mind..dont ask me why coz i just cant answer myself! ahaha..:P Probably coz the crush on him was major huge back then so now seeing him again just brings back all the memories..*sighs* Not very healthy i think..ahaha..;P Oh well, i think i will get past this..as per usual..just need some time i think..Not too sure why i had this major crush on him back then since we dont really know each other that well..but i guess its just the first impression and feelings that just came about then..
So are memories good or bad? Seriously i dont know..ahaha..;P Good in the sense that it just brings back nice feelings..Bad in the sense that these feelings are not so nice to bring back, particularly when you used to like a person…heheh..:X And also not very nice to be thinking of the same person…-_-
