Recently
Recently I have been receiving smses from some frens asking me how I am and whether I was okay.
“Dear friends, thank you all for your concern but I am fines. 
Things are finally over and dear Maddy here finally knows how to think! No longer is she ruled by her emotions and heart but rather by her reasonable mind and brain.”
I guess I have been in denial all these while, well pretty much ruled by my stupid emotions and heart. And with that issue happening, I guess it is a clear sign to me. And to my 3 dearest sistas who have stood by me all this time, day in and day out, listening to me and offering me advices, J, M and S,
“Thank you sistas for standing by me all this while. You ladies have been so wonderful standing by me all this while to offer me your listening ear and advices. I have been so ruled by my heart and emotions that I stood by my decision even though I knew very much in my mind that things are super complicated and I deserve so much better in life. I guess you all must be really happy for me when I texted you gals saying that it is all finally over. Thank you all for all this time and I am really sorry if I did say some nasty things to piss you off when I was defending my initial decision and him. But hey I am so glad to have you ladies in my life. “
