Someone from the past..
Went for lunch just now at the canteen opposite SAFTI MI with my colleagues and I met someone from my past. Ahaha..actually not really from my past lah..More like someone whom I was seeing back at the beginning of this year. Somebody whom I would said that have hurt me back then and I took some time to get over it. So it was actually a surprise to see him!
Seriously I don’t think that I would even meet anyone there. Yes I do know some peeps from Pasir Laba camp and Tuas Naval Base but seriously I have been there a few times and so far I have yet to meet anyone there. And so today I have to meet someone and it had to be him. Ahaha..i was caught unaware by him. I was queuing up to buy my Wanton mee with the IA student from another department when I saw someone wearing the green uniform walked past from the corner of my eye while I was taking my green chilli. Then I saw the person walked back and he grabbed my left arm. I was like hmm..so I turned and I took a moment to decipher on what I am looking at. For a moment, my mind was blank and then I realized its him! Ahaha..boy am I surprised and gosh he still looks as good as ever..except he is in green and has his specs on..;P And he looks much darker now..ahah..He thought he saw someone familiar when he was sitting down and decided to come look for me..so we were talking etc and hey he still remembers I worked nearby so he asked how come I was there blah blah blah and said hey you work nearby here right..i was like yea.. and asked him how he was..he said hes fine and I told him he looked much darker now and he said that he goes to Sentosa now. So actually asked me whether want to join him..So we talked for a while and I ended the conversation by asking him for his no.
Well I did texted him thereafter and he asked me to Sentosa on Sat..ahaha..we texted each other for a while and he said that he needed to go do his work so the bitchy me actually wrote – “Alrighteys. Btw just let me know before you go mia again..” ahaha..seriously I was being bitchy here as the previous time, he actually went MIA without any news or actions! Ahaha..:P So I was being so bitchy here by saying that. Heh.
Actually I saw him before last month or so in Orchard but he didn’t see me at all. He was walking quite fast..think was hurrying to somewhere and I was like hey this guy looks familiar. And when I saw him then, all memories just flooded into my mind..ahaha..Seriously he aint that fantastic but its just that he came to my life at that point in time when I was kinda lost and hurt and I sorta dumped my feelings on him. Moreover he was kind of a sweet talker so there I go, falling for the wrong guy again and he, not being there to catch me when I “fell”.
And the worst thing was that he just MIA all of a sudden without any news or so. Somemore just now can ask me that did I went overseas few months back and that’s why I was MIA? Ha! Dunch know who MIA lor..ahaha..And to think that I was a fool then to be hopelessly “in love” with him that I was like texting him like mad when he went MIA! Ahaha..and to think of it now, I was like Hmm..am such a stupid girl.
Actually he is quite nice lah. But probably the mentality that he had when we were dating was wrong I guess. And till today I actually wondered what went wrong between both of us? There were no answers or such before he went MIA. Well, I guess guys like him are like that. Never meaning to give any answers or stuff. I can still remember at that time, I was like hopelessly and wishfully thinking of how we will turn out and even want my parents to meet him. Ahhaa..how foolish can I get!
So once again, his path and mine have crossed yet again. And I shall be smarter this time and not let him make me a fool again.
