His Old Habits.
Saw him on Skype just now and was messaging when he told me that he wants to video chat with me. Okay, no harm video-chatting since we are kinda history. So we videochatted and was telling him everything that happened in my life. Seriously I am just sharing my daily life with him like how my colleagues were teasing me and making me the butt of their sexual jokes..Hmm..not too sure if he thought that I was showing off to him or something but seriously I wasn’t. I was just sharing with him as a fren. And he said about people messaging him asking when he is coming back and he complained that they are all guys and not girls. Hmm..i wondered what hes trying to do?
He showed me a new Sony Ericsson phone that he bought. Hmm..seriously he is really not that well off even though he is in Taiwan doing his overseas stint. Coz he had tons of debts to clear and there he is buying new expensive stuff again! And moreover he still has yet to pay me for the money he borrowed from me few mths back. Hmm..i was taken aback when I saw the phone. Thinking that once again he had reverted back to his old ways of being a spendthrift. Seriously when he was with me, I was nagging at him all the time to stop spending so much money on unnecessary stuff and he listened to me. But hey I guess now after we have broken off, he has reverted back to his old ways. And it is his old ways that got him into serious debts coz he was spending so much money on his car without any worries. So right now I think it is back to his old ways again?
Gosh, so there I was nagging at him again as a fren to tell him to watch his spending habits since after he comes back, he has a huge burden on his shoulder. So it is better not to anyhow spend. All he said was “Yes I wont” but seriously is he even listening to me? I doubt so. There’s no one around now to nag at him to control his spending so I think he just spent whatever he wants. My god.
And the way he behaves. Gosh, it seems like he is behaving till there’s nothing wrong you know?! I am like hey we were deep in love once and now you are behaving like everything is okay already? Hm..i don’t even sense any sadness or remorse from him! I don’t even sense a disappointment or pityness from him that he had to let me go? My god.
Yes I have already moved on but hey at least if I can sense some sadness from him, I could felt that he was real and true about me back then and he was worth my love! But now, I sorta think that he is like playing around with me for that one year! My god.
Well all I can say to him now is “
I am no longer with you so there’s no one to nag at you anymore nor control your unnecessary spending. So please do control that habit of yours otherwise you will get into more serious trouble. Moreover you have such a huge burden to undertake when you come back so please do put your sense before you buy things or do anything stupid! You are already halfway clear of all your debts and you wouldn’t want to put yourself back into all those shit again.”
That’s all I have to say to him. Period.
